Sunday, September 29, 2013

I prefer the absences and the big empties



I prefer the absences and the big empties

Feeling the pure wind of flawless mountain and trees, looking deep inside the common atmosphere, 
I am astonished to realize that the pure landscapes suffocate me. But there is no curtain in my eyes
 to hide the soft horizons of thoughts. I prefer the untouched land and all the edge of virgin sunshine over it. 
When we look around over restless forest and leaves, we may see something of the wind that stirs it, which 
comes to our nose with burning emotions..Though nature is on the whole of law unto herself in matters of 
emotion and altitude, she is not a random force and does not work altogether without knowledge.
A man on foot, on horseback or on a bicycle will see more, feel more, enjoy more in one mile 
than the motorized tourists can in a hundred miles.
The restless Pachu, the towering Dzong, the silent Ngamayzampa, what do they have in common? And what are 
the essential differences? greatness, color, largeness, the power of the history and custom , that which lies beyond 
the ability of visitors  to wholly grasp or utilize, capture and write poems, these qualities are all commonly  shared. 
The lonesome walk benefits the feelings that are priceless, clean air to breathe. Those willows shades over us like
 a delicate umbrella against the angry sun. Stillness of all pebble and wooden planks, solitude and space for passers
 is this bridge. An unobstructed view every day and every night of sun, stars, clouds, moon in the sky and cliff 
rock that are heavenly designed. A sense of time enough to let thoughts and feeling range from here to the end of 
the world and back; the discovery of something intimate with soul of nature and man.
A man come and feels something different, breaks his heart but not mountains, rivers or trees that remains for 
eternity and for next generation, they are real but we are of hope and fantasy. This is why man has tears, 
heartbeat, and the sense that we are never complete but little things to think and weep. If one seal him from the 
nature and isolate himself within a mind prison of his own creation then he is lost from the earth, he has never felt 
the reality touch or voice of the god.
  In unexciting sojourn I watch every sun shine in hopes of seeing the dream. The dream is seldom seen in
 flash of light that rises from the Jhomolhari like a bursting fountain at the moment when rays swells
 through my broken window. It vibrates into the sky for five second and disappears; one more reason to
 keep moving.
Our world is not a patch of bliss and changeless perfection where the human lie down and revolve around mind.
 If men hear the sizzle of grasses, understand the murmur of river and look at chirping birds from nest to nest 
then he belongs to universe of freedom and infinite truth. He remains a part of the environment he walks through
 and that vision has no limitation or definite boundary.
I am concerned with the textures and tastes, sights and sounds, that brings me upon the zest of living in the empty path.  I like to hide those painful times under the care of those rocks where passers steps upon it and compress under
 cold ground. Sometime, letting it flow with river that has voices making melody, the stately flow up and down
 on sweeping currents that touches the stones and beaches, swirling in pools, dividing against little flowery 
islands, breaking sad and sorrow here and there, ever rejoicing, yet with deep solemn undertones recalling the ocean.
I prefer absence and big empty for I knew how to see things from my own eyes and feel from my own heart….
I had these feelings under observation ever since my arrival at any place after depart from my love, hoping to
 learn something from it, to discover the significance in its form, to make a connection through its life with whatever 
falls beyond. It is possible, in deep space, to talk with non human. Our feeling is the activity closely related to what 
we call our soul. To create feelings is not absurdity; it can be one way of knowing silence, by recognizing ourselves
 in the fullness of our being and certain another ways of living in this extraordinary world.

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